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| i dont think anyone reads this anymore but its okay. i just like to write and vent. its been almost two months into college... and boy, it sure isn't what i expected it to be. i mean there are so many pros&cons and obviously every college is different. if you asked me a year ago if this was where i wanted to be, my answer would be "where's chapman?" so no, it wasn't my top choice.. but do i like it? sure i do. the weather is wonderful (even though it's a total lie to say it's sunny all the time), the people are beautiful (and most of them, nice), and the school is amazing. i miss home though. i miss... real people. i feel like everyone here lives in a bubble. everyone here lives the "rich&famous" life. i want to bring them all to boston. above all, i miss my friends. going to college really makes you realize who your true friends are and sadly... i don't have many. of course i never had that many good friends in high school so it wasn't that shocking. but i do believe quality is greater than quantity as cliche as that sounds and the quality of my friends are superb. gloria and kathryn will always be my main bitches... not in a degrading way. i love them to death and miss them dearly. i have made a new friend here... well i obviously made more than one but she's special. her name is spencer. we're very alike and basically are always together. i'm glad i met her. she will probably be one of my bridesmaid, after kathryn and gloria. college is great. i hear this will be the best four years of my life. i intend for it to be. i need to socialize more. i also need sleep. it's 6am. no bueno. | | |
| im not ready to go.
six years. one third of my life. it all ends tmr.
this is such a bittersweet feeling.
i think im gonna cry.
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| i do sooooo much stupid things. oh well, i'm just living life i guess. at least i won't have any regrets in the future. yesterday was so terrible, despite the fun i had. black light parties = ill. alcohol without eating = not so ill. i almost DIED last night. demi was driving me home along with 5 other girls in the car and she lost control. we hit the sidewalk into a snowbank. i was so scared. i seriously thought we were going to hit a tree or the fence of a house and seeing as how i was in the back with 4 other girls, none of us had seatbelts on. so scary. i hate snow. some creepy men came to save us though. bleh, this post is dumb.
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| Hello!
It's officially 2009. Crazy $h1T y0! It seems like yesterday when I was a sixie and made this xanga. So much has changed since then. I really can't believe it's 2009. These six years went by so fast, it's kinda scary. I'm gonna miss everything when I'm in college. Gotta spend these 5 months wisely.
I was inspired to make some new years resolutions since janengo did it:
1. buy a guitar & learn how to play... eventually. first acoustic , then electric :)
2. sleep at least 6 hours every night... not including naps [not gonna happen =/]
3. find a job with better pay or a weekend job. if not, start volunteering.
4. if free on sundays, go to church with sister.
5. get permit, learn to drive, get license by summer.
6. stay in shape and be fit. lose at least 5 pounds.
7. work harder in school.
8. save money for BAHA & LA. (somehow get $1500... perhaps new job = selling my body)
9. be a better friend. spend time with all my besties. (stay in touch with them in college)
10. stop bad-mouthing people & gossiping. be a more likeable person.
11. find a boy that is perfect and marry him after raping him.
12. last but not least, take more chances & have fun.
of course, i have more resolutions but they're small and not as important.
things to do:
- get a new social security card ASAP.
- update my ipod :(
- clean closet, get rid of old clothes
things to buy : red sox gear , itouch , macbook, band/dance crew tees
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| I find it really hard to trust guys, mainly because of what my friends go through. Even the nicest guys turn out to be jerks.. and there's been about 500 cases of these. It really upsets me because I feel like I'll never find a nice guy. It doesn't matter though because I'm always the bad girl anyways. ugh, frustration. Anyways, there's this boy and I'm completely infatuated by him.
in-fat-u-at-ed
adj.
possessed by an unreasoning passion or attraction.
I only seen him once though but I plan to see him this weekend :)
There's also this other boy. He's silly and I sorta want him slightly? I had a chance last year except I was in a relationship then... and obviously I wouldn't. Anyways, he is a complete mess and kinda doesn't exist? He only exists via text and aim... sometimes he exist in school but never anywhere else. It's rather confusing and I can't go into details.
Today, I volunteered for the Christmas Tree Lighting. Minus the coldness, it was really fun :) I enjoyed getting in the Christmas mood. It doesn't seem like Christmas this year. It didn't really seem like it last year either. I kinda miss going to Allie's after school in 9th and 10th grade sipping hot chocolate and blasting Christmas music. Much has changed since then. Christmas is now a materialistic thing... and I just feel like I buy gifts for no reason. They're not meaningful at all. Really. Besides the ones I'm giving to three people... it just seems rather pointless. I'm not blaming them or anything. I just don't feel the Christmas spirit anymore; it just seems like another Hallmark holiday.
I've been blasting Lady Gaga and Britney Spears this weekend. Love them to death. I also love Kathryn Beskrowni and Olivia Pijanowski. It's funny how I met them both through a person that I'm not really friends with anymore... and neither are they. They make my life complete. Both of them make me laugh ridiculously and I can share with them my secret addiction.. well multiple of my secret addictions ;) They get a part of me that nobody gets... not even my best friend. I love my best friend though. Gloria Chin will always no matter what be my best friend. I don't know how I would live without this one, no lies. I appreciate her so much and I would do anything for her.
I spent this weekend with all my bffls.
On Friday, I went to work with Syping. Working with your best friend is one of the funnest things ever and if you never experienced it, you lucked out. We do so much crazy shit from like cleaning the kitchen to blowing bubbles. We're fucking ridiculous. I also worked with Linda too. After work, I went shopping with my ultimate bffl Gloria. We're fucking ridiculous as well. Staying at the mall and hiding at a corner after the mall closed? Haha, only with you. I also done a lot more ridiculous things with her: going to New York TWICE and sleeping over without telling the parentals, finding piercing parlors in NYC, buying tickets from a creepy man outside madison square garden 30 minutes before a show, sneaking into her grandma's house and sleeping over without her noticing, talking to random strangers/guys, finding guys on myspace or facebook & then msging them, going to hospitals and hospital like places & spending mothers day together, doing bumper stickers things in real life, talking on the phone aim gmail msn bumpersticker fbmsg and fb comments at the same time, playing msn games until the AMs, building puzzles of ourselves online, && faking to be the nurse on the phone with each other's parents, respectively. There's much, much more but I realized I said a lot already. Anyways, triangle love is forever :) I want to get a tattoo of a triangle with her but I don't know if she'll be up for that cause it's kinda ridiculous.
On Saturday, I hung out with Killa KB and Livi. We went shopping-ish.. except it was a complete failure. Then, we went tanning. It was my first time ever and I never thought I would ever do it but I wanted to do it at least like once. It was wicked fun except I was so scared because I saw Final Destination 3 a couple weeks ago and feared burning to death. I didn't think it'll actually work because I'm really tanned already and I'm only going for once but it actually did work! So there's two different options: the standing up kind and the lying in bed kind. I never heard of the standing up kind and I always imagined the bed kind so I picked that one. Also, there's 4 levels. The higher the level, the higher the cost but also it's like for the "more experienced" people. I just stuck withe level 1. In Final Destination, the two girls were in the room together but nope, not in this tanning salon. Plus, they both chose the standing up kind. They both tanned before. So they led me to a room and it was nice and modern. She gave me basic directions: I had 5 minutes to get ready and then I press the start button, climb into the bed, and pull down the cover. There's also a thing to adjust the music. Just dance was on :) So I got undressed and I was wicked nervous because she didn't give me elaborate directions and I was trying to look around to see if there's ANY type of directions. I read that we needed eye protection things so I quickly got dressed and ran outside to buy some eye sticky things. Those were IMPOSSIBLE to put on and I was so confused. I only had 1 more minute left so I took off my clothes.. leaving my panties and bra on and stuck the sticky things to my eyes and closed the cover. It was scary, I kept feeling like the thing was gonna collapse on me. It's weird in there.. hot blue lights all over you. I wanted to see my surrounding but I feared my eyes will die if I opened it. I kinda fell asleep in there, even though it was for 10 minutes. It was so warm and it felt so nice. Did you know that the maximum tanning time was 15 minutes... at least for that booth? 10 minutes was my max cause it was my first time and I could burn and such. KB and Livi only did 8 minutes cause they're white and pale. Anyways, the reason I kept my undergarments on was because I wanted to see if there's any differences and boy were there differences! I lifted my underwear string part and it was like white. Haha. I'm so shocked. I kinda love my new shade even if I was already tanned. I kinda regret leaving my brasicle on because I look retarded now naked. For those who care about their looks and can't tan, I seriously suggest you go tanning. As for me, one time is enough. I like being natural. Afterwards, we had key lime pie. Yum. Then we did other stuff involving many boys and other people but it's not important. Livi drove me home. I love her tons.
On Sunday, I volunteered. I got to hang out & talk to Linda a little. She's my other bffl. As with all my best friends, we do ridiculous things: sneaking out at 3AM, telling our parentals we're sleeping at each other's house, forever crushing on boys in the same group, going on dates on school nights. We always get in trouble and do stupid things involving stupid guys together. Love her.
Wow, I wrote a novel. Totally did not intend to. I only really wanted to write that first paragraph. Oh well. Time flys.
Toodles,
Jessica Lui
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and i'm pretty saweet, if i must say so myself.
I'm SEVENTEEN and my birthday is on NOVEMBER 13TH. I go to BOSTON LATIN SCHOOL as a SENiOR! CLASS OF 2OO9 =) Aim;;XOXJESSiiCA. I love the summer, tanning && having fun. I like to meet new people who can hold conversations. Music really is my life ; I can't live without it. I listen to everything from Rock to Hip-Hop - anything with a good beat and/or lyrics. I watch a lot of reality shows and horror movies. (although i'm terrified of them - and basically everything else in the world) I love Disney Channel ; MTV ; VH1 ; && WB. I enjoy hanging out with friends && talking (esp. to strangers). I want to change the world & I know I'm gonna make a difference. I'm up for almost anything. I'm a dork sometimes but i'm just living life by the day && trying my best to enjoy every minute of it. |
